I am missing my soul connection… such a short time we shared together but I feel like I’m missing a limb. Being love sick is terrible but being in love and just not next to your one everyday whenever you wish to see them is even worse. I am restricted to as many long distance calls as I can afford, and memories of bliss. I wish they were more, I wish I didn’t have to rely on them so much…

I am happy though, despite all this, I am happy. I trust him, I am loving with my all and I am not afraid to bare my spirit and let him really see me.

I stay human though… I do miss him. How do people do the serious long distance thing? I haven’t done anything serious in well, never… not like this.